Archive for September, 2006

No place to hide

Friday, September 29th, 2006

Well, finally a co-worker found out about my blog today.

I have always been wondering about that – it is a small part of this net-social experiment of mine since I decided to start the blog. I never advertise this and I don’t put anything about my work or family on this blog either. But I think sooner or later the search engine will “betray” me.

Alright, since now I have no place to hide, let’s talk about my work. I work in this company that the secret is about, the company does a lot of things, and there are many people working in this company, some of them are average looking… Well, I’m kidding. I don’t want to talk about my family or my co-workers. I hope I didn’t scare anyone.

Why Scientists Like Hard Problems

Friday, September 29th, 2006

I’ve worked with many scientists. Almost everyone have said that the most important thing that keeps them going are the technical challenges – the harder the better. And I’m one of them.

I had always been attributing this to the sense of accomplishment scientists are craving for. However, in the real world, most people usually are not knowledgeable at all how easy or difficult those scientific tasks are. Furthermore, when it is done the scientists usually don’t even bother to tell people how hard it is. They usually are more than satisfied by stating very dryly “here is what we wanted…, and here is how I did it. Thank you very much.”

So why would they still fight for the most difficult tasks and shun away from the routine and easy ones, even though people could give them equal if not more accolade for accomplishing more of the easy tasks? Here is my “new theory” – based on an interesting psychological phenomenon.

A psychologist researcher friend once told me that misery is the mother of happiness. Because euphoria is rare and unsustainable, people often experience it very briefly when long-lasting suffering suddenly stops. In other words, for a scientist that euphoria comes when the days, weeks or months of hard labor and utter frustration suddenly produces a beautiful scientific solution. Because that moment is such a high, and we’ve all been there before, the everyday hard work on a hard problem suddenly takes on a play quality.

Well, maybe next week I’ll explain why golf is so addictive using the same theory.

Broke 100

Monday, September 4th, 2006

Played golf Sunday and I broke 100 for the first time with a score of 99.

Breaking 100 is not that exciting since it still averages more than bogey – I had 13-over par on each side. It is more interesting however the way I achieved it. I didn’t feel particularly good about my swing going into the game. In fact, I had one of those glitches that really affected my distance clubs. And it showed on the score card too. I didn’t have one of those “good” rounds where I have 4 pars and 1 birdy. I ony had one par – I could have a couple more if not for a couple of lip-out putts.

So I broke 100 by not making too many mental errors (I had 2) plus a relatively solid short game – only one bad chip and played out of sand twice safely and cleanly. My putting is also stable with only two 3-putts with two 1-putts. Overall I had only one triple and nothing worse than that either. My previous attempts were all foiled by those ugly quadruples and snowman (8 on a par-5).

Congratulations to Tiger’s 5th consecutive wins. I feel I can improve my mental game by just watching this guy play. I had a similar moment Sunday when I had to play out of the woods where I need to hit it low and between two trees with a draw to the fairway running to the left. It’s next to the park where people are gathering and yelling to us. I didn’t let it bother me and pulled the shot off as good as I had imagined.